Pray that i survive this time in my life, i have lost too many friends to my periodic craziness.. i do not know what to do as i am losing my soul mate to my periodic craziness. i have embarrassed him so many time but he still stays with me , that would have been reason enough to change but so far i have not.
Lord i ask you to touch his friends and my friends with empathy and understanding, help me change for the better and make them see the real me. Lord help me change my life, stop caring about other people and concentrate on my life. I ask this praying and believing in the mighty name of the Lord. Amen