I come to you at a point of despair and sadness, as I am lost and suffering from grief. The past month has been filled with trials and tests, I lost a person from my life that I thought previously was my rock. I was convinced that he loved me and wanted the best for me, but he let the darkness consume him. I pray for him to find peace within himself and to be a better man so he never hurts another like he did me. I ask you to give me guidance and help lead me through the night and into a better outlook. I trust in you now. I ask that your will for me becomes clear, and as the days progress towards the time for a decision that the answer lays less clouded in my view. I ask for help to be confident and accepting of any opportunity that reveals itself, and if I was meant to leave to assist me in seeing I’m doing the right thing. I trust in you, Lord, and want to be good for the world and good for myself, and good for the future. I allow you to pick me up and show me strength. My heart is open and true.