I don’t know if I believe in God. It’s not that I don’t want to, but my life has been filled with overwhelming sadness and heartbreak. I have a hard time believing a “kind god” would let all these things happen.
I’m really struggling now with overwhelming stress, loneliness and a desire to quit life. I’m just exhausted. If there is a God, which I hope so, I ask him to have mercy on me, show me the way and help me find peace. I can’t continue if I don’t get help.