Dear Heavenly Father, I’m miserable. I can’t take this life anymore. I don’t know what your plan is for me or why I’m still here. I’m so lost and empty. I don’t know why you took my Fiance away from me. I want him back.
He didn’t deserve to die. God, Please! I beg of you! I can’t take this suffering anymore. I would rather eat a bowl of glass and nails than live without him. I love him so much. He was so beautiful. I’ve never wanted anything more in my entire life. Why am I still here?