That I can get through the pain emotionally of my ex-wife quickly remarrying civilly as she has just two months after our divorce being finalized, and her perhaps cheating on me as she had been visiting the gentleman in Arkansas during our marriage whom she told me was married. That we can still always be AT LEAST great friends, that I remain close to her family, and things not be awkward.
That she still completely and permanently recover from her alcoholism and bipolar disorder. That she decides and that God helps her fix and corrects any mistakes she has made. That I get to adopt one or two children within the next couple months and that they be the right children for me, that I do a good job as a father. That I get to remarry, and spiritually next time, and it be a beautiful inside and out, virtuous, Catholic woman with great morals and loves the Southwestern style, preferably to my ex-wife despite the current circumstances.
That I be open, whether it be to my ex-wife after realizing her mistakes (which is what I want more than anything), completely reforming and becoming the type of woman Ive always wanted, or someone I meet soon. That she love my future children and want to be their mother and want more with me as well. Nothing is impossible with God. Thanks and God bless you.