People all think I am very strong and always have been able to maintain strength until now. I am very weak when it comes to this relationship. I have allowed it to control me and my love for this person. I want to have the strength to go on with my life and do the right things for me. I will love this individual but I need strength, patience, and guidance. Things cannot stay as they are. I am willing to change but I need strength and the courage to just not worry so much about this because its distracting my life. Help me in this time of need because I feel like I am failing and its the hardest thing I have ever had to do. I want to be strong and not hurt anyone else involved. Please help me move on in my path in life.