Im struggling with prescription drugs. I started taking for a medical need and now it’s became a dependency.when I do not have pills,I dont like the feeling and attitude I have. I have did alot of dumb things to get money for pills.it scares me that I have no control over this. I try to lie to myself and say im in control but im not.
I have lost me somewhere along the way. I honestly am tired of living this life any life. I’ve lost the will to live period. I guess im asking for prayers to guide me or show me there’s a reason im here and a reason to live.