I come to you as humble as I know how. I don’t know why things are the way they are right now but its too much for me to here. The person that walked out of my life after 12 yrs is someone I loved with all my heart and soul and now me and my child feel so abandoned.
He is now with another female planning on marrying her being a blessing to her and I honestly don’t kno how to cope I’ve thought about suicide to take the pain away but I cant leave my 7yr old son. And God I know its against your will. Everyday I pray All day actually. Things are not gettimg any better for me and I pray that God turns this thing around