Tonight I ask for prayer for myself. I have been lonely for a long time. I long to have a partner to share my life with. Loneliness is killing me. Going through life “alone” with no one is killing me slowly. I don’t understand why my life has turned out this way. I am enduring alot of daily pain. I have had relationships before in my life; but in the past 7 years, most of the time I’ve been alone. I used to go from relationship to relationship. I have been stagnant and I don’t want to think, but do, that the rest of my life is going to be like this till I die. I never had children and can’t have children anymore. So I’m totally alone. I want and need my situation to change. Even financially it’s a struggle week by week, month by month. I have debt. Rarely in my life have I been debt free. I’m also carrying a mortgage and I struggle to pay my taxes twice a year. Having a companion to live with and hare finances with would be very uplifting to me. I don’t want someone for that reason primarily but it’s much easier sharing financial and other responsibilities with someone. I am a woman who NEEDS a man. I struggle with depression. I don’t know what else to say but I think what I have said is enough. You know I hope and pray and wait for my life to change but it doesn’t. Week to week, month to month and year to year nothing changes. What is going on in my life? Why?
by Theresa (Norwalk CT)