I come to you seeking guidance or a sign to help me understand if I am doing the right thing. I am fearful and unsure of what I am capable of. I have placed myself in a situation that is umfamiliar to me and now I do not know whether I want to stay there in that space.
So much time is being devoted to this event and I am at the point where I seek no joy or anticipate being there anymore. I am tired. I am so tired. It feels like I am just going through the motions with no emotions. I need something new. I need help.