I am crying out Jesus, please hear my prayer! For I have prayed to The Father, Holy Spirit and in Your name Jesus Christ so many nights.. Each and everyday I work on praying effectively.
I want to give Thanks and praise His Holiness for without You none of this..Life..us. This prayer website would even be possible let alone exist. Creator of the Earth and Heavens, I trust in The Word filled with all promises and hope and everlasting love from a compassionate forgiving perfect God. I have given MY Life over to Your Will for me as a sacrifice in receiving a chance to live a better life than the road I got lost traveling along 8 years ago.
Set me free of MY sins, for they do no good in me. Bless me to help me understand so I am able to once and for all learn from my mistakes, to fix my issues, because I have finally learned the lesson you’ve been trying to teach me but at the worst cost. I lost out on love. Again.
You blessed me with a gift of everything I have every wanted and so much more when it came to finding a soulmate, life partner, lover&friend, and what I still believe and feel in my heart&soul, the man who You intended for me to marry and make my husband and spend rest of our lives together with. I know he was the one. He knew it too. Sadly I was foolish and did what I have always done by pushing Him away one too many times.
I ask of forgiveness for Him as He did nothing wrong to deserve my behavior. Forgiveness in You, O Lord for I showed hardly any Christian-like Love towards him the way that I should of. Curse my tongue for they spit out harsh cruel hurtful words causing wounds to His Heart and mine . Broken Hearted all through summer few months now and as fall approaches my hope for any chance of us reconcile and rekindling restoring our Love Relationship and/or simply just seeing Him again are pretty much …gone .
He took so much on and even stuck around through it all and I just wanted to give my love to Him treating him how He should with all my thoughts words and actions based upon unconditional true love. To make things right. For we both deserved a second chance to love. For our relationship and what we had built together and the future we planned on growing old too. Though as awful as words can be used as weapons they were empty targets with no intent but me making a mistake .
If you were to give me a chance if Dear God its part of Your Plan and would only better Ourselves and bring us that much closer to You as well as make us stronger than ever in unity, I pray you answer this prayer in my favor And bring back the love of Life again again deliver Him to me. For miracles happen everyday. I pray You ignite Faith in Him&Me, and for him to understand if this was meant to be that this as painful as it is was necessary in order for me to change and better myself. And I pray Almighty Father in Heaven I never hurt Him ever again. Or anyone for that matter.
Help me learn to continue walking in Faith with My Savior Your Son who died on the cross for us, for our sins, in Jesus Christ name I pray. Amen