Dear Jesus, I am where I am because You saved me from the jaws of death, spiritually and physically, through no merit of my own. By rights, I have deserved hell a million times. Now I want to spend every moment of my life loving, praising, adoring You, giving You thanks, drawing close to You so that here is no space between us. And in reparation not only for my own sins but for the sins of the world, from the beginning of time, now, and until its end. I want to be the saint that You had always planned me to be. I want my life to be one of unceasing prayer. But I don’t know how to do this. I am full of anxiety and fear. I am weighed down by my Ego and its foolishness. I want You to take over my entire being, my intellect, my memory, my understanding, my will; I want You to live in me, no longer I but You. But I don’t know how to empty myself. HELP ME, SAVE ME, BE MY SANCTITY! I SURRENDER JESUS!