My heart is so heavy with hurt and guilt. I fear for my children and grandchildren. My alcholism caused me to lose many things, home, car, and freedom. I have abstained from alcohol but I have to face legal consequences of my actions this month. I fear I will be taken away from my children again.
I trust God and pray his Will is done, but I am frozen with fear and can’t seem to do anything. I do not want to be a burden of my family that is already deprived of so much, and I feel so guilty that they have to be punished with me as I go through possible incarceration, probation, fees and fines, loss of drivers liscense and ability to drive anywhere. God forgive me.