God, I’ve done some really stupid things in the past. I’ve tried to changed my way and have a fresh start but my past won’t let that happen in my relationship. I wish people knew me as well you do God, I pray that you erase my history all the time God and to stop it interfering with my life now but I don’t know whether you can hear me. I’d never write this unless I was desperate. I’m an awful Christian and I’m a terrible sinner but please I really need your help, please make everything better, I don’t know how much more torment I can take. Make it go away God for me and my girlfriend so we can stop worrying and be happy together, please God do me this one favour I beg of you please.