lord I know I shouldn’t have to explain to you what happened last night, I am thankful that I am alive for one, but why did this happen? I know I may have provoked it, but the man I was suppose to marry wrapped a seat belt around my neck and threatened to kill me like our aborted child from a few months back, somehow I can’t seem to register that let alone why this man will simply not leave me alone.
I am scared there is nothing that the authorities and a restraining order can do that will keep this man from harming me or my family. I am so shook up I don’t know what to do I fear for my life as well as my two year old’s.
Unless there is any way or anyone that can physically keep him away from me forever I am afraid to speak of it to anyone. Lord please help me someway somehow, I am crying out to you the only one who can help me.