Dear Lord, I have been going through so much stress in my life that I’ve been on my knees. I feel like killing myself because I always let my mind backfire on me.
Everyday, I always hear voices in my head that’s saying “Hail Satan” and it tries to make fun of God. I love Jesus so much but everyday I have to deal with a battle with the devils minions of defending God’s name in my head. I have completely messed up my life and I love the Lord Jesus Christ so much! I can’t handle this alone. I’ve been going through a lot of trouble and I just lost one of my best friends of whom I like because of winning sympathy for no reason. Why do I always desire to make others feel sympathy. Sometimes I think of lustful thoughts about others and I always relies on good luck charms to help me.
I always say to myself, why do I keep torturing myself with following in Jesus Christ footsteps. I suffer everyday from fallowing it because I love him so much but it’s so hard because I worry of you so much. Voices comes to my head that creates sin and it’s trying to blaspheme you dear Lord. Everyday, I struggle with who I am and what I am and I always lose faith in you. I wish to trust in you Lord to the full point of serving you. Everyday I struggle with laziness as well as giving up so easily and admit to sin just to look cool.
Please Jesus Christ! I repent of my sins and all the schemes I’ve done in my life! Please come into my heart and transform me to be a better human being. I love you so much dear Lord and I do not wish to cause problems to anyone anymore just for the sake of sympathy. I trust in you to lend me the courage, grace, to confront my problems and fix them with your guidance. Please God! Hear my prayers! I’m in desperate need of you my dear Lord. I try to live the life you want me to but it’s really hard when things like this happen. Please dear Jesus I’m so sorry for the sins I’ve committed. Please come into my heart and help me be a better person to serve you more better. No situation is greater then God because you my dear lord can help me get through life’s troubles when people call out to you.
I pray this in the mighty name of Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior AMEN!