I was with my boyfriend Christian for a year. He is extremely shy, very sensitive. And I was horrible to him… we would argue and I would lose my temper and say the worst things. I was verbally abusive. I was so horrible to this beautiful soul. Now he says we are through forever. I am filled with so much remorse and pain that I can barely function. I promised to change and I did – I never lost my temper with him again. But he cannot let go of the hurt and anger and just wants to forget me. The last time we spoke he said such horrible things to me but I know they came from a place of pain. Since then I can barely eat, I have stopped exercising because I have lost weight, I missed several days of work. I cry all the time and almost have panic attacks. I have never experienced anything like this in my life. I have begged and pleaded but he would not listen to me, he will not accept me in his life. I have been praying the novena to St. Jude since Wednesday night. I need a miracle. Please St. Jude intercede for me, let Christian see my absolute remorse and love for him, let him reconsider our relationship and allow me back into his life. I am willing to do whatever it takes to heal his pain, if he will only allow me. Please give him the courage to forgive me. I promise, O blessed St. Jude, to be ever mindful of this great favor, to always honor you as my special and powerful patron, and to gratefully encourage devotion to you by publishing this request. Saint Jude, Helper of the Hopeless, please pray for me. Amen.
by Christina (Florida)