I have had a sexual addiction since I was 17 years old. I am now 41. I’ve gone through many painful times both physically & mentally because of my addiction. I was trying to be celibate once again this past year and fell victim to the addiction and temptation once again and I recentlu got tested for HIV and other STDs because I know I was sinning again and am unsure if my partner was only with me nor did I know his hiv status. I asked him prior to intercourse and he claimed he had been recently tested and his results were negative. I don’t know if it’s the test result itself or the fact that once again I fell victim yo my addiction.