Dear God, in your son Jesus name, please protect and keep my Mother safe. My Brothers have addiction issues that have literally destroyed our family. My Mom works 2 jobs at 83 after a heart attack and they use her money and put so much horror on her while on the pills and as the baby girl, only girl, I feel like I am weak and cannot save her.
They are too strong and the addiction has overtaken them. I was so positive always and my moms light and I feel I have failed her since they are destroying her life and I can’t stop it. I have been taking care of them when they are sick from running out of their meds for 28 years and we also have my Husbands Father with us while I keep my family problems away from my marriage to keep the peace at home and not be a burden to my Husband.
We were a good Christian family and I pray every day for help. It takes two or more, so maybe God has not heard me when I pray alone. The doctors will not listen and every time they prescribe the drugs to my Brothers, they abuse them and my Mom. I was so strong but want to die now as I know at least she will get my insurance policy.
I have a great Husband and take care of his Father who lives with us but my family has always been a secret because he is hard on them when I tell him anything. Please if anyone hears me, I have so much to give the world and can’t because of this trauma everyday. I will love forever anyone who hears this and puts their hands together for us. I would sacrifice my life for my Mom in a minute, so please ask to put it on me and save her and heal my brothers. I have no children at 53 and my Husband would be better off without this even though I have always been there for him. Thank you so much if anyone hears this request but I am ashamed to admit I have lost all hope. I work 12 plus hours every day running 17 Christian radio stations and my Mom works 2 jobs at 83 to pay their drug bills at the doctor. I want her with me as we are the only ones that are financially stable but she feels they will be on the street and since she is a Mom I understand but I am starting to hate them and that is not me. We have no one to turn to, so anyone that sees this, I will owe you eternally if you say a prayer for my beautiful Mom Shirley and for the healing of my family. God bless anyone who places their hands together for us for I will love you as my Brother and Sister in Christ for all of eternity.
God bless each and every one of you and thank you for trying for us. I know we all have problems but maybe we can help each other like we are supposed to do. Thank you soon much if you even read this. In Christ’s love, I surrender myself to him again tonight and hope my a mom can finally have her peace.
This world is in a horrible battle and I am afraid evil is now winning. How sad for God to watch how weak we have become. I pray everyone here also gets the love from God they need. Thank you form the bottom of my heart to whoever sees this.Return to Daily Devotional