Prayer for my uneasy spirit

(Texas)

Please pray that I may find peace since the passing of my best friend/sister I have pushed all away including my church home/family. My spirit is uneasy and restless so I need prayer that it is restored.

I know that I am covered by His blood and I know what the power of prayer can do however I haven’t been praying for myself and I no longer feel as though I can be the spiritual support (through God) that I need to be for my family. I need peace at home and at work.

I don’t want my family to suffer because of me…I can’t believe that I am at this place