Dearest Jesus, I ask You to please help me. I am full of anxiety and hopelessness. I have never felt so bad. No matter how many different medications I have taken I don’t feel any better. Life seems unpleasant right now and has for some time. I don’t know what to do. You know how much I am praying. I don’t know what your plan is for me and my life, but I am miserable right now. I know things could be worse, but I don’t know how to deal with the problems I have at this moment. Please help me Lord Jesus. Please forgive me for everything I have done and everything I should have done, but didn’t. Please help me to feel better so I can be of help to my family. The way I am right now I don’t feel like doing anything. Sometimes I just want to find a dark room and sit away from everyone and everything. I know I am depressed, but I can’t help it. I’ve tried medication and talking to a doctor, but I am worse than I was a couple of years ago. I am so tired, but if this is my cross to bear, I will bear it the best way I can. Thank you dear Jesus for listening to me. I love you, but I want to love you more and more. Please help me with my spirituality. Amen.
by D (USA)