Dear God please can you forgive me for my wrong doings due to drinking, I have upset a lot of people through this and hurt people emotionally and physically. When I drink it changes my whole character, it turns me nasty and I’ve done things I wouldn’t dream of doing, I don’t want to live like this anymore, without drink I’m a really nice person but then I have to deal with the consequences of what I’ve have done when I’m drunk, it’s like I’m two different people so I have decided to stop drinking altogether and ask for you to send your angels for: protection, guidance and harmony in my life and others I have hurt too.
I can do this and will do this for myself and others but also because it is the right thing to do. I pray to love and be loved not to hate or be hated. I want to be proud again and gain my self esteem back. Please send me positive energy which I can put out their to too others. Can you also send out love and protection to my ex girlfriend gemma who has depression and not had much luck lately. Thank you so much Amen.
Can I just thank you all if you have read this and prayed for me, I really do want to turn my life around and make a positive difference in my life and in the world.
Bless you all.