Please help pray for my family and I. For we all have sacrificed through my journey through school. I have been denied seven times into RN clilincals throughout our moving with the ARMY the last seven years. I finally get in, and in my second semester I fail (a pass/fail) test, and now as required by the school must wait out a year before I can retake the 8 week course so that I may progress to the last two semesters, required to get my RN degree.
I have sacrificed so much, and feel I am hurting my family when they are my motivation and the reason I keep pushing. I don’t want my children see me give up on a dream/goal, but my heart is heavy, tired of failing, tired of them suffering now for the future. Prayers needed for another school option to come forth, or a true miracle for this current school to change their, what seem to be unfair ways.
I have felt my calling was to be a nurse since I was 8 years old. I am 26 now, and tired of becoming so close and never quite getting there, yet for me giving up is not an option. I don’t need easy, I just need reasonable, possible, in my life for once I would like to do things right the first go around. I know God wants me to be a nurse, but I do not understand the time it is taking, the reasoning.
I pray for a miracle that is needed so badly dealing with my passion/career. In Jesus name I pray please show me my next step on your path. AMEN