I believe, truly, in God and despite my past sins I know God forgives me. Through my own misguided thoughts I have accumulated debts which may, without God’s blessing and the prayers of the community, result in me losing my house and much, much more.
I am trying to sort my financial mess out myself but I think it is impossible! I hate to ask God for help because I know there are billions more deserving causes around the world! As i said before this is of my own making via depression and a relationship split over 20 years ago.
Since than I have deliberately tried to destroy myself via unhealthy living. I pray to god to help me through this bleak, dark time and also to help anyone else who is in a similar circumstance.