Dear god, I just pray that you will heal me of this depression and anxiety and help me to love myself. I pray that you will help Justin my love wait for me until I get better.
He’s the love of my life and it kills me that this depression and insecurities have caused us to take a break. Lord just heal me.
Heal me so I can feel whole again. Justin and I were going to be engaged soon and married next August. I still want that, even if I have to wait a little longer. I want these suicidal thoughts to go away. Help keep the devil out of my life. Help me to focus on you and The Lord.