Prayer for man I love to love me or another man from God!

I am a Christian recovering alcoholic divorced 3 years ago cause of it.met a man who I fell in love with and still am however he wants nothing to do with me and hasnt for a year but still I pray for and love him but he is not even my friend and another woman likes him now an older rich motherly sexy woman and they may be together…sorry to go on but my prayer is this that if theres any chance that man is meant be mine,then a miracle needs take place,and if not I need a new miracle man,Gods choice!Have had enough being alone and am ready . Thank you ,and will finish on Not my Will,but thine be done. Amen.