Thank you for everything you have done for me, and for my loved ones. From the bottom of my heart it means everything.
I am writing this prayer request because as you know lord I have trouble trusting your plan for me. This time I am very heartbroken to feel like you do not want Adam in my life anymore and I can’t for the life of me figure out why.
He has been so distant and I feel like I am such an annoying burden to him. We all make mistakes and we all can be forgiven. You,Lord, have given me such a big heart and such a forgiving nature that while I did allow myself to get mad at what happened, I am more concerned with making sure how much Adam knows that he is loved, and how much he knows that I am still here. I want to be there for him.
You have given me that heart. I want to share it. But I can’t if he isn’t open to it anymore. Please allow him back into my life, allow us to continue on in your plan. I do not feel like you would allow me this pain and suffering of feeling like this without this being your plan. I don’t know what you have in store and I know I need to trust you, and I need help in trusting you because I’m so scared I am meant for a life of opening my heart and hurting.