Prayer for lost Faith and Hope

Lost my job 15 motnhs ago and I have been trying hard to get back without success. Already had 12 interview without success although they all agreed that I am qualify for the job.

Lost my health, my partner and don’t see my children.

Lost my home and really don’t know if there is anything that I can do to find work.
Have lost hope and faith as this is too much
Thinking of turning to freemason for help. I am more than desesperate