After years of pain, adversity and loneliness I found the love of my life. I caused hurt early in the relationship, but for the past 2 years have strived to show how much I love my partner with all my heart, I know she loves me unconditionally.
Yet recently she has pulled away, claiming to feel overwhelmed by our relationship. She wants space. She says she cannot see a future for us anymore. Yet I am panicking, to the point of having a nervous breakdown. I cannot eat. I cannot sleep. I cannot work. I live in fear of her telling me she no longer wants to be with me. I simply cannot live without her, she is my soulmate. I have told her I want to spend the rest of my life with her.
Lord, please hear my prayer that the confusion in her mind, the exhaustion clouding her mind, will soon be cleared and that she can see the love she has for me, and I for her. Please give me the strength to stand by her as she goes through this difficult time. Lord, I know that marriage is a big commitment, and the fact that I bought an engagement ring for her demonstrates how committed I am to her. Yet, now does not seem the right time to ask her to marry me.
Please hear my prayer for us both.