Dear Father in Heaven
I have called out your name in desperation and I see no light at the end of the tunnel. I am consumed by the desire for a better life.
When things were well I thought it would last forever and now I know it does not. I cannot see the light at the end of the tunnel.
This morning I feel that maybe it would be better to leave this earth, but I have 2 wonderful boys and a husband who does not deserve this.
I no longer want to doubt for I know you are a loving and merciful God but I see no hope.
PLEASE PLEASE HELP ME DEAR GOD