Prayer for help in submitting to God’swill for me

I need prayer to help me to work and care for my family. I m in a deep depression and am scared to go out and do my sales job, which does no allow me to make the income I need to care for my family. I am scared to death to get in front of customers, and need help in breaking through. Pleas pray,as I have ugly thoughts and do not want to feel like this. Bless you, Amen