I am confused on what path to take. I want to pursue my dreams and I don’t know if I should keep doing what I’m doing now or move forward to something else. I need you now more than ever… I’ve been depressed and feeling at my lowest. I also have times when I feel lonely and even when I have a boyfriend.
I feel so guilty because there was a lot of pain from my past from different people and it effects me now with the person I’m with. But god I have to admit I loved someone deeply before, or felt like I did and I got hurt badly and humiliated. I made so many mistakes, I sinned, and I didn’t know how to fully love myself.. and it hurts sometimes still thinking about it.
I pray that this pain goes away for good so I can live fully in the present and not dwell in the past. Please give me the strength, courage and wisdom to make the right decisions so I can take the next big step in my life and achieve what I was born to do. Thank you thank you thank you. Amen