I struggle with the concept of God as a loving father. As a child, my own father was rejecting, cruel, harsh and placed me at risk on multiple occasions. I begged God for relief, for help and then for death/peace. Living had become too painful. God was silent. There was no relief, no help and no peace. Deep down I struggle to separate my feelings for my earthly father from my Heavenly Father. My brain tells me one thing but my heart tells me another. There is a brokenness I can not heal.
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