Please allow me to be happy again. Allow me to not wake up feeling sad, miserable, and hurtful. I beg you Dear Lord to release all the feelings of worry, anxiety, fear, doubt, insecurity, and hopelessness I feel inside.
I ask that you assist me so that I live the life I pretend to live to those outside of my immediate family, a life filled with laughter, happiness, beauty, love, and emotional stability.
God please make me lovable again —do not allow the pain and suffering to win! I REBUKE ALL THESE FEELINGS IN THE NAME OF JESUS! AMEN.