Help me to gain the strength to achieve happiness in my personal life. Please help me gain the courage to end my current relationship, which we both know is already irreparable, and gain even more courage to begin a new and better one, when the time is right. I have wanted to be happy for the past eight years, but it cannot happen, at least not for a steady amount of time, what with his addictions and my weaknesses as well. Please let whoever can make me happy again do so. I put all my faith, hope, and trust in you now. I simply want happiness. And want to gain the courage to meet a kind, Christian man. My faith and life are in your hands now. Please help me.