Dear Heavenly Father,
My heart breaks again tonight because my husband continues down a path that is not befitting of a married man. He blames me for his transgressions Lord and I can’t hardly take his cruelty any longer.
I pray that he find You. He is lost. He doesn’t even realize how he is damaging himself and our family. I pray for him tonight, that he see You and Your goodness and miracles. Help him. Help him know You and love You. Only then will we be able to fix the problems in our marriage. I made the mistake of marrying him outside of Your house and I now pay the price because our marriage was not blessed from the beginning.
I am sorry. I seek Your mercy and forgiveness. I pray for clarity. I pray for peace. I pray for healing and for Your grace. Help me. I am so lost and hurt and need You. I give it to You Lord. I can’t do this anymore. I don’t know what else to do. I give up and beg for you to guide us.
I know I can do all things through You. Help me know what to do. Help my husband. Help my children. Please Lord please. Amen.