Prayer For God’s Understanding, foriveness and helpg

I am lost,and I have been most of my life. I have rarely ever had faith in anything, even when desperate.

Father, forgive me the sin I committed with my eyes open. Give me strength to bear its consequence. Give me race that I may walk this earth with dignity, and knowing that I am forgiven.

Lord, help me change the tides of my life that seem to edge to destruction always. Save me from myself.
Help me love and be happy, please.
Please.