I realized what a wreck I’ve been in my whole life – and a horrible partner by being such a workaholic and an angry person throughout our relationship for 4 years. My intentions were good but mislaid.
About three weeks ago I gave my life to God and realized I am powerless. Things started getting better as I felt happy inside for the first time – the anger I had felt for so long was lifted. I started reacting differently and feel good inside. It is quite a big difference and I feel like I need to apologize to so many people.
Then yesterday I found out that my partner wants to end our relationship. We have children and I truly want our relationship to work. I am very much to blame for my anger with nasty words and rude talk. I truly feel I have changed, but on the history of our relationship, I can see why there is no trust. I found out yesterday that next week my partner is moving out.
I am scared, sad, heartbroken. I can’t stop the tears. But this may be a temporary change that God wants.
Please pray for our family be together and not ripped apart. Thank you.