I am so sorry for being mean to you and if I have hurt you in any way. All I know is that since you came into my life as a friend, I have had hope and something to look forward to everyday. Now that you are gone, I feel hurt and regretful for being a jerk and not being more patient and understanding with you. I really miss talking to you and hope that our Lord Jesus will soften your heart, so that you will be able to forgive me and let me back in your life. I also pray for Jesus to give me the strength to endure the pain I feel for losing you. In Jesus’s name I ask this prayer..