Father in heaven I ask that you open my heart to forgive my children’s father for not coming home from a blessed opportunity to seek help from an addiction. The enemy blinded him with lustful desires, and successfully kept him from his loving family. Our kids are hurting, but if this is God’s will because he has a plan then allow me to see.
Please don’t allow that woman to take my happiness. He is everything to us, and we do miss him. I’m broken, and I don’t know how much more I can stand on my own two feet. Thank you for giving me the strength to get this far. I’m struggling to keep my head above water.