Today I pray in hopes that The Lord can forgive me for spoiling such an amazing gift. God gave me the man I love and through my foolishness and selfishness I hurt him. He is now a changed person and it is all my fault. I know now I do not deserve him, but I pray that he can be happy and be restored to the person he once was.
I truly know it will take a miracle for him to love me as he once did, and for us to be together as partners again. I pray night and day hoping for this miracle.