I do not often find it right to pray for myself in such a selfish way, but at this moment in my life, I have found myself so desperate for clarity. Lord, give me strength to conquer the loss of my relationship should it occur, or the strength to fight for it. Please help us both find peace separately so that we may form a healthy relationship together.
Help us to find the hapiness we once shared and give him to open mind to remember the good times. Touch his heart and show him the way to fight for us and work on us. I know should we decide to work on us, truly, we will find a happy place together, so please give him the ability to see this truth as well. We both need help and please give us the strength to find it.