Thank you Lord for the blessings you have given me and continue to give me. Thank you for setting me on the right path of spiritual growth. I know Im not where I need to be in my spiritual growth but Im closer then I was. I love you and give you all the gloryand praise your Holy Name.
I know I have made past mistakes that placed me (my family) in deep financial debt. When I finally realized my mistakes I prayed and asked you for a job that would pay me enough to pay off my debts and I got that jobthank you. Then I worked hard over the past several years to pay off those debts. I poured all the money I earned into paying these debts and after paying off approximately 60-70% of my debt I was informed at work that my position was going to be eliminated.
I immediately started to save as much money as I could before I was let go by making minimum payments on my bills and now Im out of work again. I was trying to make sense of it all and thought you had something better for me. Then, as time continued, I became confused and didnt understand why this was happeningI thought I was doing the right thing.
Now, after a couple months, you have shown me that I made yet another mistake. I was so focused on paying my debts to others I failed to give you what was yours (tithing) and now I dont have the job you provided. Please forgive me for taking you for granted and not placing you first in my life. I was born again several years ago but failed to learn and do more in my spiritual growthNow I realize Im learning the hard way.
Lord, please forgive me for all the mistakes Ive made and thank you for opening my eyes more and helping me grow. Now that I have you first in my lifeI ask you Lord to please help me again so I can finish paying off my debts, obtain financial freedom, and start anew. I ask that you continue to help me with my spiritual growth so I can do more things right the first time and make fewer mistakes. In Jesus name I pray. Amen.