I have nowhere else to turn to and I trust my entire soul with the Lord. I feel utterly hopeless and like a horrible daughter. My parents are very dysfunctional people and I know that it is not my fault, but I still wish I could grant my entire family happy. I am in a very difficult position. I am alone, I have received help for mental illness (which runs in my family) but my parents are relying on my brother and me to save their marriage and, ultimately grant them happiness. I feel guilty for moving out and feeling responsible for their misery. What should I do? I feel hopeless and suicidal. I love the Lord and I don’t want to disappoint Jesus. I don’t know what to do and I am desperate for help. Thank you to whoever is listening or even reading.
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