Dear Lord, Please forgive me my sins and transgressions. Please, if it is your will, let the love that is in my heart shine down upon Carey and let it guide him back home to our family and to me. Let us grow and mend together in love and faith and rebuild our family, as it should be. I ask only for the chance to set this to rights, as I know it is a long and hard journey to healing, but one I will gladly and humbly undertake. I shall never take for granted the blessing that his love is and the blessing our family is ever again.
Free him from his transgressions and drug usage, shine a light to guide him back to faith and back to the place of love and healing that is our family. It is my one wish, O Lord, to live my live with him and grow old with him and raise our children together. That our children can rest at night knowing that their father is asleep with them and will wake with them. Please Blessed Mother, Saint Jude and all the saints, hear my most earnest and humble prayer. In the name of the Father, the Son and the Holy Spirit. Amen.