we have such a hard time. Everything that we took for granted was suddenly gone. I feel heavy and very sad. I often cannot feel your presence. Maybe that is the hardest part: I have this spiritual loneliness – this deep feeling of not being connected.
Anger is often taking over.
God give me faith – let me feel your presence – please let my anger and fear vanish.
God guide my decisions and give me a heart that is loving and giving.