Prayer for Desperate Need for Guidance

Dear God, I have made a lot of mistakes in my past. Especially in relationships, both having to do with friends to have around and the romantic relationships I enter. I need your help. I cannot live my life like this anymore I am miserable. I don’t know if I should try to save my marriage or let it go.

But, I need your help and guidance and I need signs to help move me to pick the right choices. I really just want positive friends who care about me and my life and we can spend time together. But, I also desperately need to be in a loving committed relationship. I feel like I am alone in this world and it hurts so bad.

My husband keeps telling me that he has no feelings and berates me every chance he gets because of people meets online. I need things to change for the better. if it is your will to change my husband’s heart and us be together, so be it. But, if it is not please send me the one who is meant to be my life partner and give a fresh happy start to 2014.