I’m a middle aged woman whom is also a mom,I suffer at time’s depression, Like any mom I have be the one on top. I hide my addiction to alcoholism and abuse of drugs.
I feel weak and I feel alone yet I’m not. I turnd this into a cycle I don’t like and I don’t want any more. I believe strongly in the prayer of god. I have reach’d out for help due to my ugly shame I do to my body.
I drink a lot. I dont know why at time’s I do it, for Im sad and feel lonely. Yet I am not. I have much love in me and want to share it. Im afraid Im slowly killing myself, cause if I keep this up I will die.
And I am scared of dying young, I have so much to live for, I don’t like this about me. I ask in anyone’s heart please help me in strength to over come this.
I send all my love and respect and peace to be with you all.