i have come to you with tears in my eyes and with a broken heart.
I am a working mother of a 7 yr old daughter Marsha and 6 months old son Santosh.
I always felt priviliged to be blessed by a girl and boy.
But now i realize that was my mistake. Both me and my husband are blessed with a quick mind and fast learning abilities. We can learn and understand things much faster than people around us. both have good academic qualifications and good job with blessing of jesus.
We always thought, since we are good at what we do–> our children will also grow up to be a person who is intelligent and smart.
but when i look at the behaviour and intelligence of my 7 yr old daughter marsha–> i realize this is wrong.
both me and my husband spend so much of time teaching her. but in the end, marsha is very careless, lazy and has a mind of her own. she does not like to study, write or do any homework. always grumbles when we ask her to do any studies, always interested in watching t.v or eating snacks.
she is so very careless that she can even write 2+2=3 one day and 2+2=5 one day. this is literally frustating both of us.
even simple concepts is not understood by her. we try our level best to use different methodS to teach her, spoke softly to her, scolded her or what not.. but still her behaviour does not change.
she totally does not remember what instructions we told her to follow.
but when we go out and hear from our friends how good their children are doing academically and getting fantastic marks in the school, me and my husband feel very ashamed.
we really do not know brother what to do wtih our daughter Marsha. it pains our heart very much to scold her or beat her. but she frustates us so much. today i literally cried after seing her do maths questions. so many mistakes..
brother, pls tell me why my daughter marsha is like that. i know you said all children are loved equally by jesus and jesus will take care of them.
but why my daughter Marsha is not blessed with grace of Jesus? why is she behaving so irresponsible? why she does not listen to our humble requests? why is she lazy, uninterested in studies? she even lies to us when we ask her if she studied or not. she is totally clumsy and does not bother what we teach her or when we try to improve her.
we are totally helpless to teach her.
i have really come to you with broken heart. like all parents, i want my daughter marsha to be hardworking and honest girl. i want her to be intelligent and study hard to get good marks in school. i want her to understand how much effort we put up with her. is this too much to expect from our daughter marsha?
pls brother, pray to jesus to bless my daughter marsha and open her mind. open her mind to the positiveness in life.. let her mind be able to grasp and remember every good instructions parents and teachers teach her. let her become hardworking and smart. let her be blessed with your grace and let this miracle happen. jesus pls hold my daughters hand and teach her how to study any subject being taught in school. let her have great interest in studies. pls remove any demon or evil influence on my daughter, remove all hinderance from her path. let success be the result of all her exams from now onwards.
let her grow smart and mature. pls give her grace and understanding to realize our hearts ambision and let her fulfill them too.
god at the same time, heal mine and my husbands broken heart and give us courage. after working very hard the whole day, when we come back home and see our daughter literally struggle with simple maths or english questions, our heart breaks down.
brother, pls request jesus to accept my daughter marsha as his own daughter and guide her into good meaningful path in life.
let her emerge as an intelligent, smart, confident, hardworking and honest girl. with ur and jesus’s blessing all miracles are happened and will be possible.
let ur blessing and grace transform my daughter marsha into a obedient and intelligent.
let all the other parents see my daughter marsha’s behaviour and academic results and be amazed saying she must be a miracle child.
only with your blessing this is possible. jesus so bless and cleanse my daughter marsha’s body, mind and soul. let her flow and filled up with your divine wisdom and knowledge.
pls jesus, let my daughter be successful, content and happy in life.
a mother with broken heart,