Prayer for courage, to live life to the fullest and no holding back

by Anthony Bonilla (New York)

My dear Heavenly Father, I’ve come to you once again,stuck on the feelings of insecurity and low self esteem. My Lord, I’ve been living life in a terrible way and I’ve been acting very strange. I haven’t acted like the person whom you made me to be and I am hating on myself everyday for not doing so.

My worries never end because I’m thinking of being always in the center of the circle, I worry a lot who might be my soul mate because I see everyone else happy with their soul mates. I pray everyday for a miracle because I fear that the days may go bad and bad things may happen. Some of the things I want to do are not always achieved because of the lack of confidence and fear of not knowing new people.

Everyday I feel like as if I walk like a zombie and never have something to say besides repeating the same thing over and over as well.My dear Lord, I remember reading a verse that if we’re suffering or in panic, we must come to you in aid. I am weak and worthless without you my Lord.

Everyday, I worry so much because I feel like praying because if I don’t, I won’t be able to feel your presence. I also compare myself to others and I know I shouldn’t but there always a voice inside me that tells me negative things. Please my Lord, I cannot speak through my mouth about how I feel but my thoughts are expressed through this prayer. I believe in Jesus and I believe prayers are powerful and numerous miracles have taken place.

I pray my dear Heavenly Father that you would look deep inside my heart and provide me with the things I need so that I can no longer worry and keep my mind on you. Everyday is a struggle and I don’t know how I ended up like this. I pray that you may find what’s bothering me and may it be utterly destroyed because I know these feelings and stress doesn’t come from you my Lord Please Lord, I pray through these words because I believe in you.

I pray for those who are going through the same thing as I am and I pray for those who are living in their misfortunes for soon a blessing will come their way. I pray that every eye that sees and says this prayer may be blessed with your presence that you my Lord watch over them their family. I pray this all in the mighty name of Jesus Christ my Lord and my Savior